I am tired. Tired of thinking. You know, I usually find myself torn between illusion and reality. When I am not comfortable with certain set of events, I usually envisage Utopia!
I am undergoing that phase of teenage-about-to-end life, when the 'about-to-become-a-complete-adult' person still tries to relive those moments of the teenage life when things used to be very calm. It is very difficult to understand that new things are now coming into life. I have to now let the feeling of some 'new-ness' sink in.
Earlier, it used to be very easy for me to let certain things happen on their own. It has now become very difficult for me to even think of that. Making efforts and keeping a track of their fruitfulness is now a necessity.
Placement season-1 has commenced at my College. I am excited-cum-worried. I have a mixed feeling. Months back, I was sure of how things would turn up for me. I had a plan. But now, I am totally clueless. I have started to realise that Planning in the air does not work.At all!
One amazing Consultancy firm is on campus. When I attended their Pre-Placement talk (PPT) , I was mesmerized. Like every other girl in the audience, I had also,almost immediately, started to imagine my 'life' at that Company. The life, the aura..the everything! It was superb! ...(continued...)
I am undergoing that phase of teenage-about-to-end life, when the 'about-to-become-a-complete-adult' person still tries to relive those moments of the teenage life when things used to be very calm. It is very difficult to understand that new things are now coming into life. I have to now let the feeling of some 'new-ness' sink in.
Earlier, it used to be very easy for me to let certain things happen on their own. It has now become very difficult for me to even think of that. Making efforts and keeping a track of their fruitfulness is now a necessity.
Placement season-1 has commenced at my College. I am excited-cum-worried. I have a mixed feeling. Months back, I was sure of how things would turn up for me. I had a plan. But now, I am totally clueless. I have started to realise that Planning in the air does not work.At all!
One amazing Consultancy firm is on campus. When I attended their Pre-Placement talk (PPT) , I was mesmerized. Like every other girl in the audience, I had also,almost immediately, started to imagine my 'life' at that Company. The life, the aura..the everything! It was superb! ...(continued...)
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